i cannot decide if i want a relationship or not. do i want to settle when i think that the person i am seeing is not someone that is best for me? do i want to enter into a relationship with that person, already having reservations and knowing that i wont be with them for a long time?
we have been exclusively dating, should it stay that way? should it change to being just friends? should i start a relationship with her... taking it up a notch?
i think the answer to the last question is a no... but what of the first 2? hmm... im not sure yet.