Tim (visions) wrote,

today was fathers day... and to me... that did not mean much. I havent really been close to my father for quite some time. sometimes i wish that i could just let go and make the effort to patch things up... but then at other times... i dont know if i really want to put in that effort.

I know that when my father dies... I will miss him. I know that I should try to spend as much time as I can with him... but for some reason, I just dont want to let go of the past. Let go of the fact that he made my life very hard. Let go of the fact that a lot of the time, he made me feel worthless.

Maybe this is one of the things that you just have to force yourself to do. Maybe...
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