step one, stop crying over her.
step two, ah.. who the fuck am i kidding. i can't even make it past step 1.
anyway, i guess on a better note.. i ran into an old college friend tonight. it was good seeing kyle again. sadly though, i spent 90% of my conversation time with him... talking about her. surprise suprise.
i hate that i still love her and she doesn't give a shit about me.