i have shed so many tears throughout my life. i have overcome so many things and i am so tired. i can't take any more.
those of you that know me well, know that i have always been a fighter. i have always survived no matter what. those of you that know me like that, know i never give up.
you don't know me anymore.
tonight, i have given up. i sit here in hysterical tears. fighting so many urges. i sit here trying to fight. i can't anymore. i don't have any more in me. i am sorry to have let you all down. i am sorry that i am not who i once was.
everything that i have ever wanted in life can be summed up in one word. happiness. everything that i am, everything that i had.. i would trade 10 times over.
i don't want anything anymore.