i just had a conversation with beth, and from that it was further emphasized that i am a better person than her.
as i expected, she cheated on me again.. and when she did it the first time, i told her that if she ever cheated on me again, it was the end of her and i forever. she realized that, and broke up with me.
that makes me feel so much better. because it is so clear now that i am a better person than she was. her and i will still be friends, but nothing more.
i am glad it is over. glad her and i are done. no need to look back. i am already far above.