to my own peril though, i still sit... not happy with taking either path... wanting both.. and settling for neither. casting myself into isolation instead of living in a world of confusion. what is it that i actually do though? the isolation itself is enough to cause confusion.. not knowing why or where the decision came from.
now, i fight it. off into the depths of hell, i cast isolation. walking into the light and shunning all grasps that linger... keeping me from being happy.. keeping me from walking at least one of the paths that lie in front of me.
walk with me... take that step.