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Apr. 21st, 2001 | 01:44 pm

i once tried to close my eyes and realize whether or not i knew what it was to love. i didn't know if i was capable of love. i still dont. the thing that i do know is that i have had moments that felt so safe.. so comfortable that i would not trade them for the world. those moments.. could constitute love, but they may not.

i have felt like i could not take a full breath without someone else. i have felt that my life is not complete unless that special someone was in my arms. have i felt love?

i have felt that i never wanted to let go. i have cried for hours when i finally did let go and even to this day.. cry from the loss. why? is that love?

i scream in my dreams.. run through the heavens.. looking for this elusive love. sometimes though, i think it has already found me... but i just didnt know how to deal with it, or what it was.

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ms complicated

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from: photogrphygrl
date: Apr. 22nd, 2001 04:44 pm (UTC)
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very thought provoking.. i have felt those feeling too *hugs*

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Apr. 22nd, 2001 04:58 pm (UTC)
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*hugs*

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(looks around warily)

from: shivering
date: May. 10th, 2001 03:06 pm (UTC)
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I hope to any good god out there that I have never been in love. I know that I thought that was love at the time, and I remember that it was one of the most terrifying times of my short little life. I hope that wasn't love.

Sigh. There I go again. Um, I love The Pogues, hard candy, cute people and being nosy in livejournal. Yeah. I love that. J'taime, Con tam, wo ai ni.

(hugs you tentatively, cause she doesn't know you that well) Very non-invasive, non-threatening hug, I promise.

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Tim

Re: (looks around warily)

from: visions
date: May. 10th, 2001 03:13 pm (UTC)
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*laughs*

i dont bite! :-P

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from: xo19
date: May. 16th, 2001 11:27 am (UTC)
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when your 'in love' you'll know it.

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