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Dec. 29th, 2000 | 05:23 am

i have a desire to hurt myself.

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Wendi

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from: daydream
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 03:26 am (UTC)
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you better not :( that would not be a very good thing to do :( what's wrong? :(

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erk

from: erowlife12
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 08:31 am (UTC)
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yeah but cutting dosent hurt
don't hurt yourself anyways it dosent change owt in your life so it would be a bit useless.
sorry you feel that way.

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from: blorglh
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 08:37 am (UTC)
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do it bitch
mutilate yourself good

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dreamland

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from: dreamland
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 09:01 am (UTC)
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damn it, that's not the way to go. i guess you make feel like cutting yourself makes you feel better... but what's the good of inflicting more pain (physical pain in this case) upon yourself and forcing your body to rot away faster... when you're dealing with enough pain already (especially mental/emotional pain)
i'd say, "damn it, shut up." but it's a free world, you say what you wish...
but i just don't like to see ppl in pain, ppl suffering... we all wish the world didn't possess so much pain and ppl didn't have to suffer the way they do. *sighs*
ppl are always looking at their own faults... but you know how much good you possess too? if only ppl would see themselves in that light... why do we always search and usually find the worse in ourselves? it's horrible. all that good we have... and we overlook it...
and those who find it, find all of it and become stuck-up bitches who brag on and on about themselves... sigh... can never have that balance of good vs. bad, eh? ahhh... dunno...

*hugs to all in pain* *hugs* to all who feel worthless...because you know what? you aren't worthless... if only you can see... there are ppl out there who love you, no matter what you are thinking to yourself right now. you may think no one cares... but in truth, there are so many ppl out there that do care and do love you... please don't hurt yourselves... please don't hurt yourself...
*bunches and bunches of hugs from Kats*

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 05:32 pm (UTC)
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i wouldnt want to be in competition with you. only one person can be that tainted.

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Angellike

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from: angellike
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 09:56 am (UTC)
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Dont do it....hurting yourself will onlt hurt the ones around you......
(((big hug)))

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Curly Fry and the Tator Tots

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from: jaebird
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 10:41 am (UTC)
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Friend:
Don't, it is not worth it, surely nothing can be that bad. I know it seems easy enough to control. It's not. If it is my fault, I apologize. But you are a great person. Be careful
Love ya, Jae

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aw do it

from: yoursavior
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 03:10 pm (UTC)
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cause you can't *be* Debbie and you can't be fucking Marcoo right now (which is what you're pissed about)

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Tim

Re: aw do it

from: visions
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 05:29 pm (UTC)
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i have no desire to be with deb and im straight, so that rules out marco. i posted what i did because deb is going to get hurt. she doesnt know that marco has been fucking another girl in paris while he has "been with" deb.. etc etc.

i was looking out for someone i called a friend.

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Re: aw do it

from: marlathomas
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 09:21 pm (UTC)
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If you were a real 'friend', you would have done it in private and not on a livejournal where you virtually backed her into a corner. That was soooo not cool dood.

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from: jemmo
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 04:53 pm (UTC)
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i understand the desire to hurt yourself. in the past year (and other times too) i have often felt that. if you need anything please don't hesitate to give me a call. i wish i could just run the block over and give you a hug, but unfortunately i cannot. *hugs* if i could could i would give any and all the happiness i have, as i'd rather you have it. also call ned or stop by there & tell him i told him to give you a hug & to amuse til you can't help but laugh.
*love & more hugs * friendship*

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from: ex_anorexia
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 05:16 pm (UTC)
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awww. :( poor baby

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Tristan

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from: triscuit
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 05:19 pm (UTC)
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you are so fucking pathetic.
hurt yourself, i dare you.
but i'll bet that you just posted that for the attention.
love yourself becasue no one else is going to do it for you.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Dec. 29th, 2000 05:31 pm (UTC)
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no, sorry, im not an attention whore like you and i have morals.

as for love, that is a topic you know absolutely nothing about.

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Mister-E

Just Do It.

from: deadwords
date: Dec. 31st, 2000 01:22 am (UTC)
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Famous Nike marketing slogan that seems very applicable in this instance.

I don't believe that you truly have a desire to hurt yourself, though. Generally speaking, people with such serious desires will just do it, and they don't make public their desires. Instead, those who DO make such public statements are typically very disturbed individuals making desperate calls for help, or are simply seeking attention and sympathy of whatever kind they can get. Of course, claiming to have suicidal tendencies will always bring out sympathy in most compassionate people.

I have no idea which you are. I'm sure you have your own story to go with your claim of having a desire to cause harm to yourself. At the risk of sounding overly callous ... if you truly feel that way ... then go ahead and do it.

I briefly read through some of your previous postings, and none of them point to you being a depressed person, nor to your life being in dire straights of any sort. Of course, I do not expect that the fullness of anyone's life is completely revealed online in any forum ... least of all LiveJournal. Certainly, though, and inkling of your personality can be garnished from what you write here.

What you write, from the brief writings I have seen, have been mainly kudos by yourself for yourself, and unwarranted attacks by you on those you are in one breath calling 'friend' and in the other breath you are attacking with baseless accusations against them or those they are close to.

In the end, we the viewers can only be led to believe that you are seeking attention, and it is with dismay that I post this response to you, as I hate to give attention seekers what they crave. Of course, that is only my opinion, but one that I felt must be said. Please don't take this as an attack, as it was not in the least meant as such. This is my first post to you, and will be my last.

I just hope that you either seek to use the forum that we have here in a more constructive (as opposed to destructive) way, or do what you have said you want to do ... and hurt yourself.

Good life.

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Tim

Re: Just Do It.

from: visions
date: Dec. 31st, 2000 01:30 am (UTC)
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you obviously havent read much nor know much about me. you also only see what is publically readable.

and yes, i did want to hurt myself. and yes, i did do it.

pain lets emotion escape. i have dealt with more in my life than most people know even exists in this world.

i wish you well. spend time reading my webpage, you may understand more about me if you do.

farewell.

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