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Oct. 19th, 2003 | 02:11 pm

i had a dream last night that involved erika. she was really drunk and at a bar or party or something. i ran into her... having not seen her in a while i think. she didn't talk to me at first and i was talking to someone at the party. she came up behind me and wrapped her arms around me. that warm embrace that i remember so well. the one where our bodies felt like they were one.

for a moment, i felt so complete.

i then turned around and she said... "i know things have been tough, i'm sorry. things will be okay though." i was confused, and then i woke up.. wiped my eyes of the tears... and yeah.

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lolsmite

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from: scarreddreamer
date: Oct. 19th, 2003 01:15 pm (UTC)
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[big hugs]

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Oct. 19th, 2003 03:27 pm (UTC)
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thanks

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lolsmite

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from: scarreddreamer
date: Oct. 19th, 2003 03:37 pm (UTC)
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you're welcome. :)

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Smoke Damage

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from: smokedamage
date: Oct. 19th, 2003 05:28 pm (UTC)
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dreams make me want to stab my brain in the head.

i hate my brain. it's makes stuff up and it's driving me insane.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Oct. 22nd, 2003 05:17 pm (UTC)
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yeah. stupid thoughts.

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from: misslizz
date: Oct. 19th, 2003 05:58 pm (UTC)
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In the immortal words of Jimney Cricket..

"A dream is a wish your heart makes"

Unless you dream about crustaceans burrying into your back... then that's just subconscious bs floating out of your mind in a perculiar and most livid form that will make you wake up and question what the hell it is you need to deal with.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Oct. 22nd, 2003 05:17 pm (UTC)
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he was a smart cricket.

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from: misslizz
date: Oct. 26th, 2003 02:30 pm (UTC)
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Yes... he most certainly was!

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Eternity

Dreams..

from: lilshortychicx
date: Oct. 21st, 2003 12:39 pm (UTC)
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You might already know this, but dreams are just unresolved issues. Or, in this case that's what it is. I've been there, and I know how it feels, I still go through it. Things will eventually go well in your favor and get better, and I know, waiting for this to happen sucks. Anyways, I hope things get better for you soon! *hugs* Keep your head up.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Oct. 22nd, 2003 05:19 pm (UTC)
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yeah, at least i was able to wipe away the tears and move on after that one.

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jaded

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from: flown
date: Oct. 22nd, 2003 12:50 am (UTC)
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There's this band called the magnetic fields. The singer's voice annoys the hell out of me, but this one song personifies everything you seem to be feeling. It was sort of my mantra back in high school for a bit.

i don't want to get over you
i guess I could take a sleeping pill and sleep at will and not have to
go through what I go through
i guess I should take prozac, right, and just smile all night at somebody new
somebody not too bright but sweet and kind who would
try to get you off my mind
i could leave this agony behind
which is just what I'd do
if I wanted to
but I don't want to get over you
cause I don't want to get over love
i could listen to my therapist, pretend you don't exist
and not have to dream of what I dream of
i could listen to all my friends and go out again and pretend it's enough
or I could make a career of being blue
i could dress in black and read camus
smoke clove cigarettes and drink vermouth
like I was 17
that would be a scream
but I don't want to get over you

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Oct. 22nd, 2003 05:20 pm (UTC)
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yeah. except now, i need to get over her. she is dating someone else.

i am taking the steps now, before i was standing still.

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M

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from: merehaswings
date: Oct. 22nd, 2003 02:54 pm (UTC)
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just when you think you're getting over something... then come the dreams.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Oct. 22nd, 2003 05:20 pm (UTC)
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at least they have not come back.

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amy the beag

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from: jinsiew02
date: Oct. 28th, 2003 02:33 am (UTC)
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hi, you do not know me. i have been reading your journal on and off...and i feel for you, your pain of losing her...just hang in there, friend...it may feel like taking forever but time will heal everything...there will come one day when you look back and just smile at the memories of the good and bad times you once had with her..just treasure those moments, they will always be part of you, and something that made you who you are and who you will be...take care!!

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Oct. 28th, 2003 08:14 am (UTC)
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thanks

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amy the beag

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from: jinsiew02
date: Oct. 28th, 2003 08:55 am (UTC)
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BTW, i just love your writing and poetry :)

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(rock) star.

Wow

from: kttgoth
date: Nov. 6th, 2003 09:06 pm (UTC)
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hello, I came accross your journal and it looks awsome. Sorry about whatever happened between you and that girl. Thats rough.

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