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Oct. 9th, 2003 | 02:54 am
mood: what do you think my mood is?

i thought i would post to say that i am doing okay, but then i would really be lying. seeing her and not being able to talk to her or listen to her or even acknowledge her... hurts so fucking much.

step one, stop crying over her.
step two, ah.. who the fuck am i kidding. i can't even make it past step 1.

anyway, i guess on a better note.. i ran into an old college friend tonight. it was good seeing kyle again. sadly though, i spent 90% of my conversation time with him... talking about her. surprise suprise.

i hate that i still love her and she doesn't give a shit about me.

*sigh*

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from: xcandylandx
date: Oct. 9th, 2003 01:41 pm (UTC)
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Love is something that can't be defined, when you tell someone you love them you already know someones going to get their heart broken.. If you know you really love that girl, start over and be her friend again. Don't waste your tears unless you know its true. Everything will work itself out because everything happens for a reason.

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from: visions
date: Oct. 9th, 2003 10:34 pm (UTC)
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i tried. she doesnt want to be friends anymore because it is too hard to get over me that way or something. :(

i don't want her to get over me damnit. i don't want to get over her.

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from: xcandylandx
date: Oct. 18th, 2003 02:36 pm (UTC)
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i know you dont want her to get over you or you get over her but sometimes thats just whats best it will be ok just tell yourself that everyday

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from: visions
date: Oct. 18th, 2003 06:19 pm (UTC)
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well, there isnt a choice, so yes.. i have to be okay.

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