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Feb. 9th, 2003 | 01:01 am

i can close my eyes
and remember your face
i can think back
and see you quite clear.

but i know it's not true
i know it isn't you.
you don't exist yet.
you are yet to be new.

i shall back away
i am sorry i was upfront.
i apologize.
i am sorry for what i have done.

i have hurt you already
and you do not exist
i have ruined things again
another opportunity missed.

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Jodi Podi Puddin` Pie

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from: jomac
date: Feb. 9th, 2003 07:43 pm (UTC)
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hmmmm... to bad that our mouths can't speak the words our pens write.

Sound's like a crushed heart.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Feb. 9th, 2003 07:46 pm (UTC)
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my mouth has no problems saying what my fingers write.

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Jodi Podi Puddin` Pie

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from: jomac
date: Feb. 10th, 2003 06:07 am (UTC)
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uhmm.. bad assumption on my part. Sorry.

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Serena

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from: crzmnky
date: Feb. 10th, 2003 09:48 pm (UTC)
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Oh sweetie. *hugs* I hate to see you like this. I hope that you find "her" some day soon because you definately deserve it- and only the best.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Feb. 10th, 2003 10:32 pm (UTC)
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hehe. some day.. over the rainbow... :-P

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from: safetypinme
date: Feb. 11th, 2003 01:24 pm (UTC)
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Hey, where can I download a LJ client??

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Venus

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from: invisigrrl
date: Feb. 12th, 2003 08:37 pm (UTC)
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hey
you dont know meh but this is venus. i was reading this gurls thing and saw your comment about her stealing your intrests...she stole my bio so im in the same boat as you actually. is there anything we kan do because she obviously has an obbsesstion. if you want maybe we kan talk and try to find away to get her to change it because she shouldnt be taken the credit for other peoples work

email:: sullysbitch@iamwasted.com
aim: InVisiVenus

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Dark Moon Enthroned

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from: _rain_
date: Feb. 13th, 2003 07:53 am (UTC)
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You seem to suffer from the same thing that I myself am afflicted by. Everything you touch no matter how hard you try to be good kind and loving seems to shatter within your hands.

Just crossed your journal randomly, I'm sorry for being nosey.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Feb. 13th, 2003 08:24 am (UTC)
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will an eskimo kiss be left behind?

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Dark Moon Enthroned

Eskimo kisses are more intimate then kisses themselves

from: _rain_
date: Feb. 13th, 2003 09:14 am (UTC)
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-smiles a little-

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Tim

Re: Eskimo kisses are more intimate then kisses themselves

from: visions
date: Feb. 13th, 2003 01:25 pm (UTC)
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i said that with full knowledge.

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Dark Moon Enthroned

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from: _rain_
date: Feb. 14th, 2003 08:01 am (UTC)
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Thats rather sweet of you to share my opinion and so fully. I enjoy knowing that others can acknowldege a more gentle and loving intimacy. Its also more self protective and hesitant, which means that is something which is incredibly meaninful.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Feb. 14th, 2003 01:44 pm (UTC)
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i agree. it is also much more intimate and delicate. traits that make it that much more special.

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Dark Moon Enthroned

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from: _rain_
date: Feb. 15th, 2003 01:42 pm (UTC)
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I think it teaches people gentleness when they can show their tenderness, and a restraint to their longings for fullfillment of their own needs. When a person can just say without words that they derive pleasure from focusing on you, you develope a very strong trust.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Feb. 15th, 2003 01:53 pm (UTC)
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that is how every relationship should be.

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Dark Moon Enthroned

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from: _rain_
date: Feb. 16th, 2003 05:25 pm (UTC)
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I agree, but I don't think most people are capable of such things.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Feb. 16th, 2003 05:46 pm (UTC)
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perhaps that is something good that you and i share in common?

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Dark Moon Enthroned

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from: _rain_
date: Feb. 18th, 2003 09:30 am (UTC)
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I don't know if I'm capable of sharing anything good right now seeing as I have just officially become a run away on my third day on my own, heh well isnt life the strangest thing in the world. I was thinking two nights ago that I would be better of dead and I was quite litterally debating my worth the whole time that I listened to my mothers breathing waiting for her to fall asleep... as soon as she fell asleep I got a new sense of hope and quicky as I could despite the fact that my body just would not work, I was either to slow or to fast, my nerves I believe were more then just a little shot.... >.< ahhh shit, for once in my life I'm more then just a little confused

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from: krypto76
date: Feb. 13th, 2003 06:48 pm (UTC)
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i write poems myself......my name is paulinerose....and i am adding you to my friend's list. :) if you want to add me go ahead. I love meeting new people! and i love your journal. :) You are very talented!

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Deep

from: angelbeloved
date: May. 15th, 2003 04:46 pm (UTC)
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I really liked this poem ...
What I would do just to sit and have a one on one conversation with you ... are u by chance a piscean ? Maybe not, maybe just a guy who has experienced much already ...

Angel ~

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Tim

Re: Deep

from: visions
date: May. 15th, 2003 07:48 pm (UTC)
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nope. i am just me.

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