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May. 31st, 2002 | 01:39 am

setting: her apt, cofee table.. talking about things.. us.

her: "please dont do this right now. i cant talk about it.. not right now."

[cut-scene]

setting: some time in the near past.

her: "you are so great in so many ways"
her: "you are everything i have ever wanted"

[cut-scene.. back to present time]

setting: outside her apt building, her crying about her ex-fiance, because she hates the fact that she still loves him even though she doesn't want to be with him. me consoling her, holding her.

her: "i have to go upstairs now. jody is pissed because she thinks you made me cry. i have to go talk to her"
me: "do you want me to wait?"
her: "i dunno, i just have to go upstairs."

[cut-scene]

setting: outside her apt building after a night at highdive, listening to a great band. jeff (lead singer of the band) did me a favor and dedicated a song that reminds me of her, to her. her and i in an embrace...

her: "thank you"
me: "for?"
her: "for everything. for being you."
me: "i would do anything for you"
her: "i know, i just can't have that right now."

[ i kiss her nose.. then her forehead. ]
[ she raises her lips and kisses mine.. i pause.. hesitate and then kiss her back delicately. ]

me: "god i love you so much still"
her: "please dont say that Tim. please... not now.. not tonight."
me: "here... i will walk you up to your door"
her: "i can do it, it's fine"
me: "i dont mind"
her: "please.. don't. just let me go."

[cut-scene... fade away]

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world leader pretend

That's rough..

from: sean
date: Jun. 2nd, 2002 06:40 am (UTC)
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I've had something akin to that..it hurts when the person you care about doesn't always want to be cared about like that.

I'm rooting for you. Don't lose hope until it's the only logical thing left.

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Tim

Re: That's rough..

from: visions
date: Jun. 4th, 2002 02:16 pm (UTC)
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logic would tell me to run away as fast as i can.

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Tim

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from: visions
date: Jun. 4th, 2002 02:15 pm (UTC)
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thanks. i need good energy.

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KirstieMarie

hi

from: rebaroo
date: Jun. 2nd, 2002 01:30 pm (UTC)
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Hi, I know nothing about you, but do you have any spare livejournal codes? My lifejournal is acting weird. I would love you like a brother if you gave me one!! :)

~Kirstie

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your night

from: bagelface
date: Jun. 3rd, 2002 12:35 pm (UTC)
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she is confusing. you know what you are doing. you are trying to help her... she doesnt want to get hurt again... you hold her close... she is still afraid that shell get hurt again... you love her... she pushes you away... she doesnt want to get hurt again... shes blind... she doesnt want to get hurt again... shes selfish... she doesnt realise that she is hurting you... when she should

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Tim

Re: your night

from: visions
date: Jun. 4th, 2002 02:17 pm (UTC)
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i wish there was a cure.

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Re: your night

from: bagelface
date: Jun. 5th, 2002 08:32 am (UTC)
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well theres gotta be a cure... but it certanly isnt her if she doesnt open her eyes

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